- almost there.

Was and will be on hiatus. :|

2007-08-16T15:53:00.000+08:00

I wan't been able to update my blog since my laptop's adapter was destroyed. I am only able to update today (after a VERY LONG time) because of the computer shop near our home (but I need to pay, which sucks.) Anyway, I don't know when will I be able to get online again. (Also beacuse of our school getting a lot more less in teaching and more in torturing) Hopefully I can change the layout and update soon...I hope. :

So I will be on hiatus till...?

P.S: I don't like the smell in this place....

I don't know if I should draw anymore...

2007-06-08T16:24:00.000+08:00

I started drawing for as long as I can remember. When I was Grade 3 one of my classmates told me that her sister's drawing is better than mine. It was okay for me since her sister is in the 6th grade and I still have 3 years for me to practice to get good.

But then I don't even know if I even got good.

As I transferred in another school I was labed as the most artisitc one. But I always get only 2nd place or 5ths in Art Contests. It didn't bother me, since those ones who won 1st idolizes me. I thought I had something not all people have. And it contiuned for 4 years.

Boy, was I wrong.

When I first got here I immediately noticed dry ice'. I searched her name and did reaserch about her (no offence, I'm not stalking her okay? I just want to know about her) And I saw her website, that's where I found her drawings when she was just 14.

I was shocked.

It was beautiful, and I'm sure that not all artists had already got to that level when they're just 14. Even me! I realized that there are artists who are better than me. And it relived me so since she was 17 while I'm only 13. I thought,I could still get to her level. I can practice and know more about anime.

Here's when I leared about Photoshop.

It's dang hard! And up until now I could'nt make a decent artwork without the colors being so ugly, messed up and very amateur.

So I registered at DeviantArt.

Since I didn't have a scanner that time I only posted pictures. I already found many artists who draw amazing artworks, but it didn't bother me. I wasn't really surpiriced when I only have a few pageviews and no comments because I though (BEFORE) that is was because Photography is just not my thing and that when I get a scanner I can have more than 400 pageviews in a day.

Was I wrong again.

Right after I put my scanned artwork on DeviantArt nobody commented. After 1 day, none. After 2 days only 1 commented. And that's it.

And of all the artists besides Renka I also found another one like her.It was Toounit. Her artworks are just awesome, it made my jaw drop. (if your curious then click this - http://toounit.deviantart.com I'm sure that you're going to faint for her artworks) And she's also 18. I realized, that no matter what I do there's still a lot of artists better than me.
I can't sleep (I'm not kidding) because of thinking if I should still continue drawing. Beacuse if I stop now, there are MILLIONS of artists who are better than me, and even younger than me. But then drawing is the only thing I know, but I suck at it.

Yeah, YANNA SUCKS.
Ooh..it sounds nice. Maybe I'm destined to fail in the only thing I know.

Sorry Guys!

2007-06-05T13:27:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating for a long time. I went back to my grandma's house the day after I celebrated my aunt's birthday at my guwama's house. So I haven't been online since.
I also made a fanart ( it's been a long time since I made a fanart XD ) it's in my DeviantArt Gallery. Please check it out. :(
My school won't start till June 18 ( hahaha! :P ) so that's why I'm going back to my grandma's house this Friday. (I went back to Las Piñas last Sunday )

So I won't be updating till next week. :(

New Scanner!

2007-05-20T14:36:00.000+08:00

Thank you, after months of waiting my scanner is now in my grandma's house! Problem is I'm in my other grandma's house. :))

Sorry for not been updating and being online, there's no internet in my grandma's house on the at my other grandma's (which is where I am) I'm not going to be updating sometime, sorry guys! :(

To Dad:

THANK YOU! :*

Irritating Update :|

2007-05-01T19:39:00.000+08:00

From this:

And yet until now the bold with color thingie still dosen't work. :|

Anyway, with updating my layout I also updated my room! :))
I was tiring, having to carry the closet to my room, having to organize all of my clothes and some of my things can be exhausting. But it was worth it because right after organizing, like, everything in my room it kinda looks a little bit bigger-and neater- :) (I am such a perfectionist XD)

A.I. Forums - Am gonna post a pic of my desk sometime :D

2007-04-26T15:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNA! :)

Argh!

2007-04-22T16:39:00.000+08:00

What the heck?! Just when I was just about to finish editing it that stupid Java suddenly crashed off and had to close all the firefox tabs. Now, it's back to tha way before I edited it!

ARRGH!!!!!!! :|

It was fun :)

2007-04-19T19:15:00.000+08:00

I just survived the first day in First Academy :))

I-had to-woke up at 5am in the morning (or was it 30 minutes before 5?) Anyway, we went out at 6 (or was it 6:30? I don't remember) Since my class will start at 8:30 we first went to my mom's office. One of the guards asked if I'm her sister, mom protested and said, "No, she's my daughter Alyanne."
I can't blame him, we really look like sisters (problably because I look old) Mom and I took the taxi to go to the First Academy building, she asked me if she will go with me to the building. Since I don't want to bother mom's work I just told her not to. I went inside the building and I didn't remember which floor was the First Academy is. Eek! What am I going to to? Do I ask the guard? But what if something bad happens or if I say something embarassing?

I sat down on a bench and saw this man sitting on the other bench beside the bench I was sitting. I realized that he works in Fitness First (seeing his shirt) and just sighed, I looked at my watch, "8am. 30 minutes left.." My mom texted me, she said:

Nasa loob ka na ba? Sarado pa ba?

I realized that I should go to the floor now, I should ask the guard na. But my butt is stuck in the bench, But what if the school is still closed?
I gathered up my courage and went to the guard, I asked, "What floor is the First Academy?"
I thought the guard would tell me but instead, "Why?"
"Umm..."
I can't think of a reason, actaually I have: I'm going to study there, do you have any problem with that?
But then I don't want to be rude, I can't put my words into sentences. Oh, no! The guard might suspect something! He might throw me out!
Thank God somebody went to me and said," Excuse me, are you Jana's daughter?" I nodded then she said, "Oh good, your mom texted me."
Good timing :))
I met my classmates for the next 16 sessions. They're all nice, and the ironic thing is, I'm one of the oldest there! :)) But it was fun all in all :)
And Sir Raz (my teacher) is so cool!

YOU ROCK SIR RAZ! :))

After staying at mom's office, we walked to Glorietta and went to National Bookstore. I bought the second book of Eragon; Eldest. (Yes! At last!) And my mom "asked" me to buy that book that she really wanted, I gave up and bought it since 1) She's my mom. and 2) Mother's day is getting near. Two birds in one stone! :))

I feel so nervous!

2007-04-17T16:28:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's the start of the First Academy. Argh, it's like going back to school again...
But then the problem is, how will I get to my mom's office when I don't even know how to get there??
Anyway, last Sunday as we went to church I saw Gerard and Kevin. I teased Kevin *....* ( I won't tell =)) ) I didn't post yesterday and last Saturday since I spent it downloading Mp3s :))
These are what I have downloaded so far:

Avril Lavigne - Sk8ter Boi
Callalily - Magbalik
Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated
Fergie feat. Ludacris - Glamorous
Goo Goo Dolls-John Rzeznik - I'm Still Here
Good Charlotte - Keep Your Hands Off My Girl
Jesse McCartney- Just So You Know
John Mayer - Dreaming With A Broken Heart
John Mayer - Back to You
Katherine McPhee - Over It
Linkin Park - What I've Done
Marron 5 - Sunday Morning
Stacie Orrico - So Simple
Vanessa Anne Hudgens - Say Ok

It's only few since I only have dial-up here.
I should be thanking my cuz Erika =))

Kashimashi ~Girl Meets Girl~

2007-04-17T13:26:00.000+08:00

Taken from Anime News Network:

Hazumu was a shy boy who enjoyed gardening, collecting herbs, and long walks in the mountains. One day he finally worked up the courage to confess his love to Yasuna, but she rejected him. Feeling dejected, he wandered up Mt. Kashimayama to the place where they first met to reconsider his feelings. After getting lost, he wished upon a shooting star which turned out to actually be a crashing alien spaceship. Although he was hit by the falling ship, Hazumu survived the crash thanks to some body reconstruction by the aliens, only they got it a little wrong. Now that he is a she, Hazumu stumbles head-first back into his social life and relationships only to find that the entire landscape has changed.

Yanna's points:
I was really dissapointed with the ending, I really wanted Hazumu to change back into a guy and end up with Tomari. But instead Hazumu ends up with...(I won't tell XD) And with the side characters to like the main character is typical for some drama animes.
But then I still haven't read the manga :))
Maybe when I have a scanner and learn to tone my works I could make a doujinshi of it.
THERE IS A BIG "IF" IN WHAT I SAID.

I feel so tired.

2007-04-12T17:12:00.000+08:00

I got sick yesterday, but then it's because of my throat. Ahh...
I don't have anything to say today, I've already downloaded the LimeWire. But then it's not suitable for a dial-up, argh...I give up.
I don't want to download Mp3s anymore :|

My throat hurts :|

2007-04-10T15:09:00.000+08:00

I can't speak/shout right now... Right after I woke up my throat got sore.
Anyway, Shang wasn't as fun as I thought, we didn't get enough privilege unlike the foreingers (is the spelling right?)
But then it's just because the have a lot of moolah... :))
The only thing that I liked the most is the paintings and the room we were in. I want to have a room like that! XD And I want to steal the paintings! XD
Lol, the next day after we checked out we went to MOA (Mall of Asia) And boy was I certainly tired!
Then on Sunday we went to church, Berna texted me and said that she saw me.
I thought that he will be the one to do that...
Oh, well.

Going to Shang...

2007-04-05T18:34:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, will be staying at the hotel till Saturday. I won't be online (and posting) during the period. :)

I need to pack!

Hana Yori Dango Live Action

2007-04-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

I seriously ♥ the anime version of this. I just watched it in a commercial in GMA, they're going to show it at April 23.
Wait, April 23?! That's Friday!
Than means I won't be able to watch beacuse I'm at Makati!
If you don't understand that means you did not read any posts of my blog or that only one post :|
recap:

Saturday, March 24, 2007
Summer Art School

0 comments- duh, it dosen't have any comment, nobody did read this
I was really surprised when my aunt agreed to pay for the enrollment in a summer art school (it was called First Academy I think) But then I should be happy...argh! I don't know why this nervousness is killing me!
Maybe beacuse that all the ones who enrolled are a LOT older than me (which is kind of embarassing since I maybe teased/called by them as "kid" or "little girl" and they have more experience in art)
Or maybe because it might affect my life with my grandma coming home from states.
Or maybe because of the fact that I don't know how to get there since I'm going to my grandma's house for the summer (whish is very FAR away from my home, which will lead to not going to see the things I need-note: inspiration/manga, the common feel of my room, and a nice desk-)
And that I'm not allowed to bring my laptop when I'm going to my grandma's house...

ARGH!!!

Anyway, I'm not really sure if I'm staying at my grandma's house, but if I didn't I will just stay at my mom's office till we get home. Okay, it's not a bad idea, but then my shedule at First Academy is from 8am - 12 nn (every Monday, Wednesday, Friday) and since it's in Makati I can't commute home by myself and my mom is going to work till 7pm (or later) WHAT AM I GOING TO DO DURING THE NEXT SEVEN HOURS?? My mom told me that I could go to the malls but then I'm not sure with it's surroundings and I may get lost. And I won't be able to watch the Hana Yori Dango Live Action!
YouTube is no go since it dosen't have any (the anime has but not the live action) , Bitorrrent as well is no use as well since I don't have a software of this and my internet is too slow (It may take up to 2 days or even 7 just to download one ep.)
Haay...*preaches herself*
Got to make some sacrifices if you want to be a comic artist Yanna...

Like anyone cares :|

2007-04-03T13:41:00.000+08:00

Nobody is going to read this...NOBODY.
I'm just not in the mood right now
and this is one of the reasons.

Nobody is reading (or commenting) my posts...
In short, NOBODY CARES.

:|

Over It

2007-04-01T20:14:00.000+08:00

Got to stop being so senti when it comes to love :))
I mean, I should just tell myself that I can do anything even without a guy...

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.
oh..

That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..

That's why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

So I'm trying to get over you, even through I don't want to...

Cheap Sites & Downloads that sucks

2007-04-01T18:28:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the language in the title, but I'm just angry on how Mp3 sites makes such things that says:

Over 1 million "free", "legal", Mp3 downloads!

But I just searched for Katharine McPhee's Over It...
then it found none.
Ugh, and I just downloaded Hilary Duff's With Love. Yeah, I found one but then after the song I heard some voices (not hers) in the background and I realized that the song was just ripped from a radio station! Argh, it was also the same with the second one that I downloaded! Worst of all, I just realized that I just wasted 2 hours finding songs for nothing!

GOOD FOR NOTHING SITES! I WISH THAT THOSE CHEAP SITES WOULD DISAPPEAR SINCE THEY ARE JUST A MENACE TO PEOPLE WHO JUST WANTS SOME GOOD DOWNLOADS.

I miss that certain someone :(

2007-03-30T17:06:00.001+08:00

I should be happy since there's no more school and that I don't have nothing to do.
BUT WHY IS IT THAT I FEEL LIKE THERE'S SOMETHING MISSING?
Argh, at this time I should've forgotten about him (like the one that became my crush for just a little while -Jan. to Mar.- after I got angry-and fed up-with the one that I almost thought is the one when I was a freshman) And then unlike the other crushes I've had, he's the only one that go into my unconsious mind and to my dreams. No, got to stop thinking about boys for a moment Yanna, I think you're going insane about it...

And I would'nt even have a chance with him, since he likes somebody else. Worst of all, she's one of my friends...
Berna invited me to go to chruch this Sunday but what makes me want to go there is that he's going too :)) It's only six days before I last saw him but then...

I miss him :(

Updating!

2007-03-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

At last! I had a really hard time trying to add the comments, title and some other stuff... There was even a align accident which almost made me destroy my laptop.
Sigh, yet until now I can't use the BOLD
Right? I already bolded the word "bold" there and you still see NOTHING.

ARRGGHHH!!!!

Summer Art School

2007-03-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

I was really surprised when my aunt agreed to pay for the enrollment in a summer art school (it was called First Academy I think) But then I should be happy...argh! I don't know why this nervousness is killing me!
Maybe beacuse that all the ones who enrolled are a LOT older than me (which is kind of embarassing since I maybe teased/called by them as "kid" or "little girl" and they have more experience in art)
Or maybe because it might affect my life with my grandma coming home from states.
Or maybe because of the fact that I don't know how to get there since I'm going to my grandma's house for the summer (whish is very FAR away from my home, which will lead to not going to see the things I need-note: inspiration/manga, the common feel of my room, and a nice desk-)
And that I'm not allowed to bring my laptop when I'm going to my grandma's house...

ARGH!!!

Looks like the label "school" will still be used even through it's summer :))

Last day.

2007-03-23T19:09:00.000+08:00

Rabbi when he won another award again (I just forgot what that is :|)

When I won "Best Singer" (that was the second time Rabbi "escorted" me XD)

Berna here when she won "Best in Attitude" :) (sorry if it's fuzzy Berna)

Nico and Rabbi when he won best joker (? I think)

Issay (best joker and most beautiful) with Tr. Lina

Our advicer Tr. Lina, Rabbi (best joker) and Ariel (best in noise)

It was pretty obvious that Rabbi won a lot of awards :))

Diane and I :)

Berna and I :)

oohh...Diane looks so nice here, I didn't know why she did not like this.

That's all of now, it's already time for me to disconnect...
More pictures...and the whole story of that day next post ;)

Surprised?

2007-03-23T17:11:00.000+08:00

Okay, I think my eyes need correcting, because I can see that he gave me a testimonial.
This maybe is due to the sun...maybe I'm hallucinating (is the spelling right?)
Am I going to give a testi or just a comment? Testi or comment? Testi or comment?

gawa m rin me testi....

Anyway, it needs to be a testimonial since he told me to make him a testi.
But then what would I write? (type actually XD) Would I even make him a testi?

Ugh, I am such a coward.

At last!

2007-03-23T15:37:00.000+08:00

Summer's already here in my home...Yeah, it's so hot.
Argh, I love summer because there's no school but then I hate hot! >:(
And I won't be able to see HIM. :(

---

I feel like I want to change my layout again.
Hmm...

-Sorry, I feel so sleepy because of the sun's rays.

Busy with work..

2007-03-10T20:13:00.000+08:00

So not in the mood right now. Thank God I'm done with almost all of my projects...

Social Studies - done
Filipino - when is it?
Geometry - none given
Algebra - none given
Biology - done
Chemistry - none given
English - done
Speech - what is it?
Values Ed. - done (almost)
I.T. - Diane is doing it
Mapeh - none given
T.H.E. - umm...

You might think I have it easy since I only have few projects but you don't know how hard it is and how much money you will spend on it.. x_x

Birthday Bash

2007-03-03T18:40:00.000+08:00

It was Diane's birthday yesterday. I was invited along with Berna and our other friends, (Nico, Clarissa, and Janine) But Berna wasn't allowed to go (no surprice there) So Diane just invited Jennica and Bea.
I was very quiet that time, since Berna wasn't there. But the food was delicious! We ate bake mac, rocky road ice cream and chocolate cake! But since it was so delicious there was none left! (Sorry mom!)

No shot pictures for her birthday. :(

Anyway, belated happy birthday Diane! :)

Desktop - February

2007-03-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

Goodies from dad

2007-02-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

I just got the padala from dad, it contains a New York bag, color pencils, and a Liz Claibourne bag. Inside the bag has a Claire highlighters, watch, lipgloss, perfume and fake nails. (?)
My Eragon book is back!! Ooh..I miss you my Eragon! ^3^

Thanks dad for the padala! :)

Mission Failed

2007-02-25T19:24:00.000+08:00

My mission was almost finished, not until it was failed...
because of you.

Why is it that everytime I try to do something for myself, it ends up the other way around.My friend took a picture of you, you thought that it was hers so that I won't let you learn that I have a crush on you. But then you deleted it, saying that all those pictures of you are ugly.
But I have feeling that it was because you know that I like you.

Two of my best friends. :*

Time for an early update

2007-02-24T19:37:00.000+08:00

I know that this is a little bit early but I got fed up with my current layout and also I may not change my layout again.
Anyway, since how many times I tweak the code I can't put the comment box (at least the title looks fine) >:(
So instead you just put your comments in the cbox. :)) Unless anyone knows what the code is for the comments.

Special thanks to Rua-nee for the address of the ipod smilies in my cbox. ^3^

P.S: I hope you like the layout, it was really hard to put the title in the code! >.~

Tired

2007-02-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

So tired...
Instead of going to the H.S. building, I went to the G.S. building because my friends (who are chosen in the Science Congress) made me their assistant :))
So we made the booth for a whole day. It was so hot in the gym! I thought I was going to die! :))
I thought that my classmates in the H.S. building are already taking our long test for the day, instead, I found out that they only had free time for the whole day!
Then my teacher told me that I'm in the Quiz Bee!
I didn't want to, since it's all about Science and it's branches, my teacher just told me that all I need is my stock knowledge.
No!!! 2 of my classmates too are in the Quiz Bee and their stock knowledge is one hundred times bigger than mine!

Why??

Surprisingly True (?)

2007-02-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

So I'm not just average, I'm a mastermind! :))

Valentine Bust.

2007-02-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

You read that right, but then this was the same senario during my first year.
I remember when I was in Grade 6, which is so much better than the time I transferred to a different school. :| I really expected a bad day that time. (since I will see girls reciveing chocolates or flowers for the day, which will make me feel jealous of course) But then after I got my books from the locker one of my friends (Ben-ooh, special mention XD) went to me and gave me a chocolate bar (the expensive kind!!) I'm not that surpriced since as I looked at it during recess, the chocolate wrapper is open. :|
So, another Valentine bust :|

Memories

2007-02-11T17:27:00.000+08:00

October 06' - Field Trip

Road.

Still Road :))

Me and one of my friends, Diane. (well, what's left of her anyway XD)

November 06'

This is the only thing I ate every morning because of my allergy :(

December 06' - Christmas Party

My friend Berna.
She may kill me right now for exposing this to the world. o_o'

Two of my friends, Bea and Clarissa.
They may also kill me for exposing this to the world o_o''

My advicer, Tr. Lina and me.

February 07' - Cheering Competition

The costume of the Cheering Competition :)

This is another long post, but just because of the pictures. :))

22nd Foundation and Sportsfest

2007-02-10T17:39:00.000+08:00

February 5
I already told you what happened during the cheering. Right after that I ate with my friends (which I miss since I am the only girl on our section that is on the Red Team XD ) A lot of my classmates told me that I did great during the Cheering Competition. Are they just cheering me up? Maybe not :))

Games for the day:
Basketball HS

Libertas vs. Torch - Libertas/Red Team
Scientae vs. Amare - Scientae/Green Team

Volleyball GS (mixed)
Scientae vs. Amare - Amare/Blue Team

Volleyball HS (boys)
Libertas vs. Torch - Libertas/Red Team

Volleyball HS (girls)
Torch vs. Amare - Torch

The other games that I wrote in the post its on that day were gone. :(
But I was sure that our team won all of the games that day. :))

February 6
Start of the field demo. That was only presented by the grade school.

Games for the day:
Badminton GS
Torch vs. Libertas - Libertas/Red Team

Badminton HS
Scientae vs. Amare - Scientae/Green Team

Badminton GS (doubles)
Amare vs. Torch - Torch/Yellow Team

Badminton HS (doubles)
Libertas vs. Scientae - Libertas/Red Team

Basketball GS
Amare vs. Torch - Torch/Yellow Team

Basketball HS
Libertas vs. Scientae - Scientae/Green Team
Torch vs. Amare - Torch/ Yellow Team

Volleyball HS (boys)
Scientae vs. Amare - Scientae/Green Team

Volleyball GS (mixed)
Libertas vs. Torch/Yellow Team

It was pretty obvious what team won a lot of games this day, the yellow and green team. :P

February 7
This was the most happiest day, since I've found another guy that caught my eye.
Yes, I told myself never to fall in love many times...but I can't! He was so handsome! I wish I could have a pic of him! (or even just in my computer ~~so that I could post it here~~ XD)
But then one of my newly found friends told me that he already has a girlfriend! (or so she heard)
Why? Why? Why??
One of my friends introduced me to him, he just smiled and waved ackwardly. In which (I think) made me blush as I also waved my hand.
But then I'm sure he's forgotten about me now :(

Games for the day:
Basketball GS
Amare vs. Libertas - Amare/Blue Team
Torch vs. Scientae - Torch/Yellow Team

Badminton GS (singles)
Amare vs. Scientae - Amare/Blue Team

Badminton HS (singles)
Libertas vs. Torch - Torch/Yellow Team

The preschool had a Palarong Bulilit :)

Badminton HS (doubles)
Torch vs. Amare - Torch/Yellow Team

Volleyball HS (boys)
Torch vs. Amare - Torch/Yellow Team

Volleyball GS (mixed)
Scientae vs. Libertas - Libertas/Red Team

Volleyball HS (girls)
Amare vs. Libertas - Amare/Blue Team

Basketball HS
Amare vs. Libertas - Libertas/Red Team
Torch vs. Scientae - Scientae/Green Team

Volleyball HS (girls)
Libertas vs. Scientae - Scientae/Green Team

February 8
Had a Field Demo, and the friendship game. And everytime it was any team vs. Torch (his team) and he's playing, I can't stop staring at him! Making me lose focus on cheering for my team. :))

Games for the day:
Basketball GS
Scientae vs. Libertas - Libertas/Red Team

Basketball HS
Torch vs. Amare - Torch/Yellow Team

Volleyball HS (girls)
Scientae vs. Torch - Torch/Yellow Team

Badminton GS (singles)
Torch vs. Libertas - Torch/Yellow Team

February 9
Had the friendship games and the field demo.
I still can't get my eyes off him :)) All the girls know him (a really BIG understatement) and they even talk to him! What will I do to get his attention? He only notices girls who are good in sports (I suck in every sport I do D: ) and he surely will not notice me who is only good in academics, literature, and arts! DX

Games for the day:
Badminton GS (singles)
Torch vs. Scientae - Scientae/Green Team
Amare vs. Libertas - Libertas/Red Team

Badminton HS (doubles)
Amare vs. Scientae - Scientae/Green Team
Libertas vs. Amare - Amare/Blue Team

Basketball GS
Amare vs. Torch - Amare/Blue Team

Basketball HS
Libertas vs. Scientae - Scientae/Green Team (by ONE point!!)

This was for the Sportsfest:
4th place - Amare/Blue Team
3rd place - Scientae/Green Team
2nd place - Libertas/Red Team
Champion - Torch/Yellow Team

Whew! This was a very long one! I was really surpriced that we got 2nd place! I thought that the Green will get second place!
Why bother through ;)

It's Hard To Tell The Truth

2007-02-10T17:10:00.000+08:00

This picture tells all.
At least in here, the boy accepts not some person who stomps on floors, slams doors or in short, does childish things.
So I'm single again :)) Just joking. I am and will always be single :)

Yey! Update!

2007-02-06T19:31:00.000+08:00

This may be the first time I'm going to post in full detail. :))
Let's start with the defence (Febuary 1):
It was really hard for me to practice for the dance (fourth day of practice-we've only got six days for practice-and I was tired from practice day in and day out) since I was so nervous about the defence that I make mistakes in our steps. (in which I had to practice...)
The defence was kind of okay through, the panelists are so kind. And right now, I hope that I could pass my defence so that my problems will just lessen.
Right after that I started focusing in the cheering competition.

Day of the Cheering competition/Frebuary 5
Really,REALLY nervous. Due to the fact that our dance is not finished and it will ruin the cheer (and not to mention) make a fool out of ourselves.
And we did.
But then we we're surpriced that we got 1st runner up!
Standings for the Cheering Competition:
4th place: Scientae/Green Team
3rd place: Amare/Blue Team
2nd place: Libertas/Red Team (yey for us! XD)
Champion: Torch/Yellow Team

I'll put the winners in our sportsfest next time. ^-^

Feeling relieved for the first time.

2007-02-05T21:29:00.001+08:00

Defence = done.

Cheering = done. (1st runner up!)

More details later...too tired to type.

P.S: I'll change the layout as well as making a new post next time.

Haha.

2007-01-28T19:30:00.000+08:00

I am wasting my precious time again :))

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Have Low Self Esteem 100% of the Time

You're definitely in a low place right now, but you also know deep down that you can get out of your funk.
Take a chance and make a new friend or try a new interest. Shaking things up will give you the self-esteem boost you need!

How is Your Self Esteem?

Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 48%

You have a decent shot at being a multimillionaire. Surprised?
You're confident and a hard worker. Keep it up!

Will You Be a Multimillionaire?

Meet the other me.

2007-01-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

I got time in updating, but I'll need to hurry through.

About the backstabbing friend:
She got angry at me for no reason, and then after 1 week without talking to her, she and I became friends again. (thanks to our friends) But then she got angry at me again, I thought that it's going to be the same. The reason she got angry at me was because she was jealous of me. What? Why would somebody be jealous of me? I'm not even perfect. Then she wrote a story entitled, "How Pity of Her" (not a typo, that is what she really wrote) It says about a perfect girl (whom I can really see she's talking about me) who wants to have everything. I got really angry, yeah I'm a perfectionist but I'm not really like that. It's just because I can still do better (what my family tells me) she's also angry at me because of that. (I get 9/10, she gets 4-0/10)
And it lit my fuse.
I started to march toward her, trying to talk to her, but she always runs away.
What a coward.
But then after that we became friends again. Everybody was surpiced when I marched (angerly) to her. But then I found out why she was angry at me. Because of another friend, she hated him, everybody did. They say that all of my attention was on him, I didn't object because it's true. But I did become friends with him because I pity him.
But I decided to get some space, and didn't talk to him.
Which is another problem I have to face, with the totaly unfinished write-up and experiment that is due on Wednesday, a teacher that I think is angry at me (which is super bad luck since she's our teacher in Values Ed. and Chemistry), homework, Geometry, Algebra, quizzes, long tests, and the upcomming Sportsfest.

What's a girl got to do?!

Got cut out-

2007-01-28T18:35:00.000+08:00

So you might be confused with my rant last week....
Oops, mom's calling me. She's telling me to disconnect now.
I wish I have Wifi. >:(

I'll just tell you next week.

Yeah, another month wasted and I didn't update a lot.

D-disconnected?! I got disconnected?! Argh! *redials and redials* >:((

Stupid life.

2007-01-21T17:40:00.000+08:00

Too irritated to tell why it is entitled like that. Too many stupid problems, stupid backstabbing friend, stupid Investigatory Project, stupid write-up for the Investigatory Project, stupid defence for the Invesigatory Project, and more stupid things...

I'll just post everything later on.

If I'm not that lazy today.

Holding Back Tears...

2007-01-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

When I woke up today I was happy since for the first time I slept a whole 9 hours. Before going out to eat breakfast, I took my cellphone to see if I have messages.
I looked at the missed call, it was my cousin.
I was wondering why she called me (but it wasn't a surpice that I didn't wake up from it...I sleep like a log.)
Then I saw that my cousin also text messaged me.
It read:

Jan. 16...Lolo..died...

I put down my cellphone and plopped myself on the bed...Why of all people?! And worst of all, I didn't even see him before he passed away...since my lolo, lola and my dad is in America.
Why does this happen at a time when I've been stacked with millions of essays, projects and assignments-not to mention the defence (which I'm not ready) next week-?

Note: This post is the same in A.I. I just said this because maybe a member of the A.I. forums will read this.

You are The Moon.

2007-01-17T18:13:00.000+08:00

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Making it fade away...

2007-01-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

I'm trying to forget my nightmare by taking a quiz again. XD

Congratulations, Yanna!
Your IQ score is 117

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Word Warrior. This means you have exceptional verbal skills. You can easily make sense of complex issues and take an unusually creative approach to solving problems. Your strengths also make you a visionary. Even without trying you're able to come up with lots of new and creative ideas.

True, they say I'm good at writing and Literature (also Arts) but I suck at Math and other stuff connected to it. :))
Not working...I'm still scared!

Nigtmares.

2007-01-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

Argh! Can't sleep!
Why is it that I had that nightmare??
I dreamed that there were dead people around me...I was walking with my friends...
I woke up.

*faints*

Floodage :))

2007-01-13T22:07:00.002+08:00

More quizzes. :))

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious.Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.With friends, you seem thoughtful and interested in ideas.
In love, you seem like a huge flirt.
In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

All true, except that I'm not a flirt. :))

You Are a Coy Flirt!

You're not so much a flirt as the type of girl who draws flirts in

While you look like you're just relaxing, secretly you've got your game on

A little look here, a little wink there... you give men the encouragement they crave

And in return, they flirt up a storm with you - while you just sit and smile

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

See?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

So true!

You Are Not a Tease

You definitely know how to flirt, but you usually choose not to.

You're not the type of girl who leads guys on - and men appreciate that.

Your charms and sexiness are saved for the one guy you're into...

And for that, he digs you even more!

Are You a Tease?

See again, am not a huge flirt! :))

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them

You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky

You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter

It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle.
You know that love isn't like a greeting card...
Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings.

You are the best of both worlds
Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious.
Almost any guy can find balance with you.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic?

You are a Mild Mama

You don't have to be screaming at the top of your lungs to have a good time

You rather chill, soak in the moment, and appreciate life for what it is

Guys appreciate your "take life as it comes" approach...

(Though they wouldn't mind if you got a little wild from time to time!)

How Daring Are You?

Your Birthdate: November 12

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.
Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.
Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

30th? Oh my gosh! That's the day where....Never mind.

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Romeo + Juliet

"Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night."

What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

Why Romeo and Juliet? Oh, well...
I wanted to get Spiderman through.

That's enough floodage for the day! :))

Thank Goodness, it's a new layout!

2007-01-13T17:23:00.000+08:00

At last! It was because of that stupid earthquake that's why I can't connect to Blogspot. >:( Really, everytime I click to Blogger it only says:

Blogger is taking too long to respond

Argh. >:(

I just wanted to say "New Layout" again through. :))

Quizzes before the New Year!

2006-12-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

You Are 94% Perfectionist

You're a total perfectionist. So go ahead and congratulate yourself on a "perfect" score.
The truth is, everyone is sick of living up to your standards. And you're probably even sick them yourself.

Are You a Perfectionist?

Your Stress Level is: 61%

You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now.
Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out.
Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times.

How Stressed Are You?

You Are 4% Happy

You know that there's more to life than how you've been living it.
Life can be rough at times, but most of your unhappiness is self-inflicted.

How Happy Are You?

You Are 65% Grown Up, 35% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

You Are 1: The Reformer

You're a responsible person - with a clear sense of right and wrong.

High standards are important to you, and you do everything to meet them.

You are your own worst critic, feeling ashamed if you're not perfect.

You have the highest integrity, and people expect you to be fair.

What Number Are You?

You Are 6% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.
Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

New Year's Wishlist

2006-12-31T11:06:00.000+08:00

I haven't posted again because of the earthquake in Taiwan. :)) I just want to greet everyone a Happy New Year! I'll try to change my layout (but I might not be sure since I'm busy and internet is still too slow) Am going to see the puppies today (anyway I've seen them :)) They're so cute!
Okay here I'm going to post my (very late) wishlist XD
- a scanner (so that I can put my works on Deviant Art)
- tablet (to ink my works digitally)
- printer (so that I won't get to the tricycle just to print my projects)
- wifi (since I have a laptop)
- Starbucks Organizer (it maybe too late to wish for that)
- new phone (or maybe not, I already have my new phone for 4 months. But maybe a z610 will be nice XD)
- to get REALLY tall (I'm the SECOND to the FIRST in my line :( )
I should save up money to get all of this...
I'll die first before that might happen x_x

Opening Up.

2006-12-26T15:17:00.000+08:00

Yeah, this is a late post :)) Sorry, I have been VERY busy with our Quarterly Tests last week. My vacation only started during December 23 (it's so true, and I really hate it) I really hope I passed all my tests :(
Anyway, I finally registered to Deviant Art- whish may not be such an advantage to me, who dosen't have a scanner, tablet nor a printer-(which is an understatement for someone who wishes to be a manga artist someday.)
I'm already at my cousin's house so I may not post any pictures here. Since I was very stupid enough for not uploading my pictures while I was back at home. (and also my mom didn't allow me to bring my laptop to my cousin's house ) We went to Mimosa that same day (Dec. 23) and that's where I spent my Christmas Eve, the day after Dec. 24 I went to Novaliches to my grandma's (mom's side) house. There I played Tekken 5 with my cousins. (I proudly tell to all of you that I won against them, even through they are older and that they're guys XD)
Then after that I went back to San Juan.
I'm going to stay here until January 1 where I have to go back to Novaliches to celebrate my mom's birthday. Then after that I will go back to Las Piñas on that same day to get ready with school the day after that.

Why is it that our school decided to make is at January 2 instead the next week after that?!

Belated Merry Christmas. :)

The Ocean.

2006-12-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh, don't you just love it?!
That's going to be added in my Christmas List :))

The Girl Who Never Sang A Christmas Song.

2006-12-09T18:18:00.000+08:00

ehehe...too lazy to post :))

New Layout!

2006-12-01T17:33:00.000+08:00

I have a new layout again! The typhoon (Reming was it?) is already out of the country, but it's weird. Usually, when a typhoon (a supertyphoon in fact) hits, even just one of the trees on our street falls down. Now, none, nada. But that's better than having to experience a blackout.

Except that I'm sure that there's going to be school on Monday. D:

Spending it with an allergy.

2006-11-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

Really, I thought I'm going to have a nice gift from the heavens for my fourteenth birthday. But all I had is an allergy. Now I'm not allowed to eat chicken or anything with preservatives for 10 days. (actually I only have 5 days now...) Which sucks since I like to eat fried chicken! T_T
I can't take it!...no, I've got to stop the urge!

But right now, I've got to be worried about the super typhoon. (is God torturing us?) I'm scared that it may destroy our house or flood! Argh. NO!

Been Out.

2006-11-30T17:43:00.000+08:00

Sorry about that! I've been busy (as usual) with school and some other stuff -which is still related to school :))-Our section was the one who will sponsor this month. (which is nice since our adivser teaches English NOT Algebra or any Math related subjects so that's why we sponsored English week) This month I got busy with the start of the 3rd Quarter, projects and boys. (just joking!) But last week I got online, but I only used it for reading a fiction from Fan Fiction dot net, Poor You was the title and it's not yaoi (which is better, since I'm not really a fan of yaoi :D *runs away from yaoi fans*) Its a Slam Dunk fan fiction, and the pairings are: Rukawa/OC (other character...I think XD) anyway...Rukawa there is soo sweet! But the author(nothingtodo)still retained Rukawa's attitude through out the story. (So let's give a hand for her!)
So anyway (why do I always say this word?)we were supposed to have the Speech Fest and Musical Fest today. But today was suspended because of the typhoon, woohoo!
You're wondering why I'm happy instead of sulking around and thinking how it would be nice having to present our presentation that we oh-so worked hard...NOT!!
First of all, we only started working on this just last Friday. Second, there are only a few of us (only 11 out of 21) Third, I was only forced on dancing on this presentation. But really, I'm glad I did. Except that when we were doing our general rehearsal (in front of all the students of Westfield School) somebody (I think in the right side of the crowd) said, "What an UGLY performance."
Ugly? UGLY?? Ok, I think you're going too far (whoever you are) and you should also understand since I'm not a good dancer (whoever you are) Okay?

......

So there...

._.

Kodomo no Omocha merchandise!

2006-11-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

The plastic toy hammer. :3

Teh camera. :3

Teh white board :3 (faves!)

When you need someone to talk to in the worst possible time :))
(good for irritating people)

I love them all!
Too bad I only found this in a French website. :(
I'll just hope that it will be available in the Philippines sometime this year or maybe next year...

Two broken hearts

2006-11-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

I understood her before anyone else.

why?

Because I knew how she felt...

Her feelings of depression.
It was the one I had when I gave him away.

Am chatting with my cousin Erika. Really, her depression is as the same as what I feel this present time.
I can never believe that we bonded (?) because of that :))
Wanna know why?

Its a secret. :)

-9 days before my birthday :)

Peppermint

2006-11-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

This is a cute girl's romantic fantasy. It shows every girl's fantasy of: "You are just a normal girl but you're also actually being loved by one boy and you realize that true love is right next to you." Hey is a normal teenage girl who has a crush on the hot teenage singer EZ. But Hey has to hook up with EO who is younger than Hey and has a very bad temper with no manners. Whenever Hey tries to get close to EZ to grasp a chance to confess her feeling toward EZ, O messes things up for her. However, Z doesn't think of Hey as anything more than one of his fans, and she realizes EO is also a pretty cute. EO is allergic to girls. When he gets close to one, he breaks out in hives!

Getting confused? XD
I'm going to buy this first volume!!
I just hope I can. D:

Broken.

2006-11-02T15:58:00.000+08:00

As I ran through the streets of eternity,
I was watched by angry faces of angels.
I hear them whisper in my ear,
saying that I am not fit for freedom.
I accepted my fate,
not knowing that all it takes is one last step to fly.
Fly in my broken wings.

Is it nice? Ok, I know it's not.
But what's a girl to do when she's depressed?

-10 days before my birthday :)

A talentless freak.

2006-11-02T14:56:00.000+08:00

I just want to get this all out. I feel like I'm talentless.
Yeah, everybody at school says that I'm so smart and all that but whatever, I know that out there...there's a lot of teenagers (aged 13-14) that are better manga artists than me. Yeah, I know, I know, it's a reason for me to do better. But why will I have to when I know someone who is better than me?
I saw her works when she was just 13-14 (she's 17 now) and I tell you, it's like a professional manga artist who did it. Wait till you see her works now.
But me? I'm just a beginner in Photoshop, and it's not doing me any good.

I am blue.

2006-10-31T19:49:00.000+08:00

Really, I'm blue.

What color are you? (Anime Pictures)

You are Blue
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Logical? I hate anything Math-related, how could I be logical?
And smart?...am I smart?

I'm a copycat :(

2006-10-31T18:23:00.000+08:00

I just found out that there is another one with the same layout as mine!
Worst of all, she's my cousin's friend!
All the more of a reason to learn how to make skins...

To the person that I have the same layout, so sorry.
I should stop writing (typing) very short posts >:(

Junior

2006-10-31T17:46:00.000+08:00

I just downloaded a zip from Storm in Heaven. The title is "Junior." In that story a policeman was killed in the line of duty, his (adopted) son, Heath falls into a coma. As he sleeps another adopted son (which is Junior) trains to become a policeman like his foster father.

Really, I've never seen a one-shot like this. I really like it ~~not just because the two guys there are so cute.~~ But because of the fact that I really love the drawings (by Kisaragi Hirotaka) and that there is still a sequel to it. :)

Too bad it's Shonen-Ai.
Oh, and that it now occupies a lot of space in my hard drive.

-12 days before my birthday :)

Chasing Cars

2006-10-30T19:30:00.000+08:00

I made this, I used paint (since I don' t have a scanner)
It only took me 40 minutes to do this.
I must say that this one nice picture even through it's only made with paint. :))
But I really can't believe that it's ME who made this.

P.S: You maybe wondering about the name down the picture. I am kotoko.

Happy Halloween!

2006-10-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

Isn't this thing cute? >.<
-13 days before my birthday :)

melts

2006-10-30T16:53:00.000+08:00

I: Hi! Are you okay? (smile)
II: Yes! I'm okay! (raised one eyebrow)
I: Why? What happened? (stuckout lower lip)
II: I broke up with your bestfriend. (with a sigh)
I: It's alright, I'm here for you. (touch shoulder)
II: Oh, you never listen to me at all! (stamped foot)
I: How stupid of you! Are you blind? (sarcastic laugh with tsk-tsk) Look...you never notice me! But I'm always on your side. You're the nicest girl I know. And...and.. (pout on the face)
II: And what?! (blazing eyes)
I: And...and...I love you. (whisper)
II: You...you...you love me? (wide open eyes)
I: Yes...so much. How about you? Do you love me? (gentle gesture)
II: I do. (nodding)

eeeee! How sweet! *melts*

I'm endangered o.o

2006-10-30T16:44:00.000+08:00

I got this from Lei.

HowManyOfMe.com

There are:
0
people with my name
in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?

Sem Break!

2006-10-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

This is a very nice find I've got for my layout. :))
I can't use the "until a brighter day" (by maganette) since someone I know (but dosen't know me) is using it.
And I don't want to be a copy cat. >:(
I should be relaxing this Sem Break...But I swear, I think our school dosen't have plans for us to relax. Our teachers still gave us "assignments." Yeah, check this:

Research for Folk Songs-Mapeh
The Life of Francisco Baltazar-Filipino
Presentation in Communication-Values Ed.

We have partners for Values Ed. (boy and girl) Guess who is my partner.
Anyway, I'll just post the script tomorrow (I hope)

got to stop the urge >.<...stop thinking about love.
puppy love I mean.

-15 days till my birthday :)

Projects Deadline

2006-10-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

I'm searching some speeches for English class. Okay, I can't find one! But if I do I need to pay...in dollars!
Why do we need projects anyway?
I'm very nervous about my final exams AND they're still giving us projects!

projects...

you're my never ending horror of my life...

*dies*

Thank you!

2006-10-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

I totally forgot to thank my dad for giving me a digi cam and a new cellphone. :))
So thank you so much dad!
I love you! =*

Too much drama

2006-10-15T16:45:00.000+08:00

Ok, I think too much drama is making my blog look...depressed :))
Anyway, a lot of things happened during Friday The 13th. (and I really mean A LOT)
But its for me to know and for you to find out :P
I didn't post yesterday since we've got endclass in Algebra and Chemistry (I'm not kidding, Chemistry in 2nd yr.)
well....
Since I'm not going to post until next week...
I'll just post some pictures! :D
More from the storm:

I know this was 2 weeks ago, but I love how powerful the storm was! :))

Just Friends...

2006-10-15T16:15:00.000+08:00

Its hard to like someone epiecially if your friends. For once, you don't know what will you abandon; your friendship or your love. It's so hard to tell your heart to stop, espiecially when it's beating twice as ever. You have been a good friend to him, and maybe you were even his first friend who he can trust. You dream about him all night, you think about him, wanting to tell him that you love him.
Then you realized, you already did tell him.
A lot of people envies him for being so smart. And girls tell that he's so handsome. I can't say that I'm lucky since I'm always with him.
Don't they realize? From his eyes I'm just a friend.
But now? I don't think we're going to be friends anymore...we're going to be just classmates...like before.
This is just puppy love, and I (and to my other friends who are experiencing this) will get over it.

Just Friends

From love letters to potions and spells
Nothing worked, it was all a fake.
We are just friends, everyone knew.
But I think of us as something more.
You were my shield and my strength
Never knowing that I love you more than a friend.
I thought you were sharp and smart.
But you didn't even remembered me when we were apart.
I was a jerk for realizing that we were meant to be together.
If were only going to be friends forever.

Pictures (but not me.)

2006-10-08T18:47:00.000+08:00

Some Pictures

Since I will log off after this I'll just post some pictures (sadly, not pictures of me)

I was bored that time (still no electricity-September 29-) It was also hard to draw since its so dark and they told me that its bad to draw (or read) in dim light.

Well....I was still bored....

More Quizzes!

2006-10-08T18:27:00.000+08:00

More Quizzes!

You Are Avril Lavigne!

A bit hardcore on the outside...
But sweet and sensitive on the inside.
"It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life"

Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?
-Duh, again true.

Your Taste in Music:

R&B: Medium Influence
80's Alternative: No Influence
80's Pop: No Influence
80's R&B: No Influence
80's Rock: No Influence

How's Your Taste in Music?
-Lol, I'm more in jpop. :))

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading...
You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose.
Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily.
But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

What's Your Blogging Personality?
-Not really, I'm not that open to people...

You Are 22% Open

You are open at times, but generally you don't let many people into your inner world.
It's possible that you have a friend or two that knows you well.
But to most people, you are a total mystery.

How Open Are You?
-See?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
-....No comment.

dominant thing...

2006-10-08T17:30:00.000+08:00

*sighs*

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

So true...
Ever since birth I've always liked drawing.
Or if not I write or read some books. I'm not an out going person either :))
And its also true that when I close my eyes I easily see images. (the reason why I dislike horror movies, I tend to see them clearly even if I close my eyes)
But an engineer? I can't even draw a straight line without the help of a ruler :))

Ode to boredom (?)

Oh, the boredomness is killing me.
There's nothing here to cheer me,
everything is so dull and grey
I hope that everything's okay.
Raindrops go by my window,
but still sitting, thinking of a meadow.
Still head on the clouds I hear myself cry
not until he came and kiss my cheek.
Goodbye!

ehehehe...

2006-10-08T17:16:00.000+08:00

Um...

I forgot to tell you...

New layout.

:))

Boring...

2006-10-07T17:59:00.000+08:00

*Yawns*

September 22
I just openlined my cellphone! Ooh..
But then I realized that there may happen bad things tomorrow since I had a good day that time.
And it did.

September 28
I woke up because I heard my mom shouting that our house might get flooded again. I suddenly ran out my room-I didn't bother fixing my bed since it might be ugent-I looked the window of the living room and all I saw was trees getting blown by the wind!
Then the electricity got cut (its was so hot!) right after that I got on my digi cam and shot all the trees that fell down
here:

That big tree fell down, thank goodness that it didn't fell in the house!

September 30
electricity went back at 2am.

...and that's all.
Nothing special really happened this week, except that we had our long tests (what else is new?)
and some projects to finish...
Oh, well...

okay...

2006-09-16T18:53:00.000+08:00

Deleted.

I decided to delete it.
awww....I wish I could put it without hassle.
Here's the news:
When I was getting my books my friend came over to me and said,
"Oh yeah, my classmate told me that you MUST join with us in the Fashion Ability on Animax!"
I said, "Really?" I thought, all right! At least its better than only at school (even through our school-a science oriented one-dosen't cosentrate much on art and music-dosen't give art contests)
and then after school (it was Thursday that time...)
My mom called, she asked those ones she always asks then,
"Your aunt called and told me that the gifts from you dad just came."
Alright!!! Now I can have my NEW cellphone and a Digi cam!
But then I realized,
its on the other country...Then I need to open line it.
Oh great.
Why is it that there's always something to rain on my parade?

And again...

2006-09-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

Oops...(again)

haay...again the video I put in destroyed my layout x.x
please ignore...

...again.

Photoshop+me= TOTAL disaster

2006-09-09T20:27:00.000+08:00

Amateur

I hate myself...
I mean, everyone knows how to use Photoshop. EVERYONE except for me.
why???
I tried on the Help there.
But no go.
so far this is the only thing that I made out of all the frustration:

ohhh...How nice.
NOT!!! I can NEVER be a Manga Artist! :((
Maybe being a writer is not that bad....

To Anonymous,

2006-09-09T16:06:00.001+08:00

What Happened?

well...sad to say but there was no surprice...
yes, you read that right NONE.
He didn't even noticed me or even talk to me, then he asked me if he could court me.
Yes, court me.
But I said no.
Because I realized that there I will meet more guys that are better than him...
and now he even has a girlfriend!
Worst of all his girlfriend is one of my friends!
He's such a jerk...
thank goodness I realized it on time.

ugh

2006-08-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

Here we go again...

My stepfather is watching another scary movie AGAIN.
Looks like its going another night without sleep....
Yay! He changed the channel!
whew.
I'm chatting with Tamika right now. But I think, we're just playing
since we're just putting smilies :))
I just got The Princess Diaries vol. 5 and 6
yay! now I can read the next ones!
and best of all Nickelodeon is back in our cable!
still, the Cartoon Network was replayced
awww....

eek

2006-08-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

Oops...

looks like the results from the quizzes destroyed my blog :))
Please ignore it.

Please?

Quizzes Galore!

2006-08-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

Blah.

Nothing exciting happened today. I'm just here...with my laptop
You might think I had a boring day, but I think its the other way. :3

You Are 56% Girly

You're a little girly, a little boyish, and probably a whole lot indie.
You have your own unique style, and it pretty much defies gender lines.

How Girly Are You?

~>>lol, and I thought I'm a boyish type :))

You Are a Very Good Girl

You are 100% Good and 0% Bad
You're a perfect angel - almost impossibly so
Don't you ever feel like being a little bad?!?

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

~>>that is so true...honest!

You Are Buffy the Vampire Slayer

"We saved the world. I say we have to party."

What Superheroine Are You?

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...
One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though
You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

~Layout Updated

2006-08-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

Exams Done!

it took me a while to update XD (exams week)
oh yes! NO more exams *dances around*
At last, good thing out play is done too (too bad we were out of time to finish it)
and tomorrow, the reciting of stanzas
Good thing I memorized it a LONG time ago :))
And now I can rest...

OMG

2006-08-06T18:13:00.001+08:00

Busted

I can't believe it!
I got to chat with HIM yesterday, he told me that he now knows who's my crush...
of course its him but I thought its some other guy he'll be guessing again.
But the he said, "you crush is me right?"
OMG! how did he know?!
who told him?? OMG, I'm so dead!
what am I going to do?!
Then he said, "on Monday, there will be a surprice for you..."
I wonder what it is...
I can't wait fo tomorrow!
oh, wait I can! Because I had a lot of projects and its all due next week!
what am I going to do??!

stupid long tests

2006-07-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

Long Tests (again?)

why do we have a SECOND long test if the week after that is already QUARTERLY?
hello?? even through I'm 13 (gonna turn 14 this year) I have problems too you know?
and that school also gave out projects...
and without is we will have no Quarterly,ugh its not like I'm not very busy.
I have needs too!!!
I hope my school's reputation will go down the drain,
that'll show them...

art

2006-07-29T19:12:00.000+08:00

Tie Breaker

here's my stats on what 's my major ^^

You scored as Art. You should be an Art major! How bohemian!

Art

100%

English

100%

Theater

92%

Linguistics

92%

Dance

83%

Journalism

83%

Psychology

42%

Philosophy

33%

Sociology

33%

Biology

17%

Anthropology

Chemistry

Engineering

Mathematics

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
created with QuizFarm.com

whew! its a toughie! I had to choose on the tie breaker.
if I love drawing or if I read extensively
IT'S SO HARD TO CHOOSE!
I love drawing AND I also read a lot...
but I just choose; I love drawing
oh well, at least I got 100% on both ^^
but my mathematics...;_; (no suprice through XD)

~Tired

2006-07-29T16:31:00.000+08:00

Paradise Kiss

haay...I've been in a hard time coping with my studies but I must not fail! (since I'm still a sophomore XP) I still have more long tests next week I think my school wants to kill me at least almost all of my projects are finished... but I like the project in Values Ed. we're going to make a story! ohh...I have a lot of stories, I can't pick one! I wish all of our projects are that easy.

still no school~

2006-07-25T18:04:00.000+08:00

That thing that cannot be removed from my mind...

still no school today XD
I wonder why people get so bored if there's no school?
at least its not being bored AND in school >.<
and so I was forced to watch "The Omen" x_X
this is the second time I watched a scary movie (for this month)
but I hate scary movies...
its because useually in a scary movie everyone dies...
and I hate it when somebody dies
what's good in scary movies anyway??? TT__TT
haay..I wish that there will be no school tomorrow...
we have a long test tomorrow but all my books are at my locker XD
so I dare them if they give us a long test XP *aims the school with a bazooka*

Paradise Kiss

2006-07-24T16:09:00.001+08:00

Feeling Left Out XP

I'm sending some pictures to mom for her to print (don't have a printer...yet >:3)
I don't want to go to school tomorrow...I have a feeling that tomorrow will be the WORST day ever
and I also woke up very early I just knew that there was no school after taking a bath, no I didn't sleep soundly...I still didn't watch Paradise Kiss but I really like the drawings there ^^
oh well, I will prepare for TOTAL humiliation AGAIN x_x
so yeah,my life sucks pretty much (which is not a surpice)

2006-07-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Layout Changed~

2006-07-24T11:35:00.001+08:00

Why can't I forget you?

changed the layout again (butterflies :3)
I promise now that from now on I will update my blog if I have time...
no school today! oh, thank you! thank you!
I just escaped my PE teacher's horror for now...
well at least I will still have time to present it ^^
yesterday, I found a lot of things
pretty important things
I found my media player that my dad gave me when I was Grade 5
and I found the necklace that I lost!
now I won't be a disgrace from my family...
now that's what I call a great day

pain that never washes away~

2006-07-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

just cut my hair (hope I look good)
OMG, I totaly forgot! The preasentation in PE!
why? why do we need that?!
hello? our PE teacher knows we tomorrow is the begininng of our long test week!
does he want me to die in frustration?
I have to prepare AGAIN for total humiliation x_x

too bad~

2006-07-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

yeah,made a new layout again
but its so small the tadboard won't fit and the links won't go to the page >_<
gomenasai minna!
I'll just bear with this for a while because I'm too busy TT__TT
maybe after a few days I can renew the layout
gomenasai for the trouble,I'll promise I'll go to it as soon as I can
or maybe not...nobody cares about my life anyway...
I hate this x_x

wee~

2006-05-25T16:53:00.001+08:00

At my cousin's house again!!!! XD
its been a long time since I updated again! (ehehehe..gomen gomen)
nothing exciting really happened....
just came to my cousin's house yesterday, its a good thing my mom wasn't angry when I asked her if I can go to my cousin's house
Their internet connection is pretty slow through..
I hope I can change my layout >___<

A fan of the Hayama and Sana couple ^^

2006-04-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since I updated this blog (hehehe..gomene minna-san ^^;;)
but before you woncer I'll tell what happened last march:

we had our dreaded Quarterly Tests (but I passed it all!!!)
we got very busy because of projects (grrr...>:E)
espiecially our project in Filipino..
we had to make a play, a summerization of ibong adarna
be we did'nt make it (as always its the BOY'S fault T_T ) so we just passed the recorded tape
we had our fareawell party (at last after that day no more school!!!) it was friday when that happened
the next monday my classmates asked me if I could go to SM with them and after a (loooong) talk with mom she agreed!
we watched a movie (The Dark) it was soo scary!!! urrggghh..I don't want to remember that again T_T
and I watched Kodomo no Omocha!
I really like this anime after watching every episode of it (it has 102 eps) I got hooked!
no, more hooked! I really like Sana and Hayama, they look so good together!!!!
Kodomo no Omocha pics (so that you'll know how cute it is! ^___^)

Sana and Hayama bad kids (?) style

Sana in Hayama's arms (oohh..how sweet!!! >.<)

want more pics? want to know more about it? just leave a message at the chatterbox below!
because I'm really addicted to it! XD

I'm soo bored..I can't go to the comp shop because I have no money!!! >.< so it looks like I won't be able to change the layout of this blog (and my other blogs) for the time being...

~kotoko

2006-02-26T10:19:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since I updated my blog~(too many blogs that need to update XD)
and I'm also busy from school >:E (grr..) we just had our foundation day last month (a one week of no homework! wee~) but it just sucks that the week after that is our long test T_T and because of no school this friday our teachers resheduled the test (awww...) but I'm soo happy because I became a mod on another forum I joined!!!!(yippee!!!) and my compy is now fixed, the problem is the fuse got broke (darn! >:E) so maybe I'm planning of changing the layout here next month..(its not my fault,its the fuse!!!!) I'm currently watching Child's Toy (too many disks!!!) my friendster profile got destroyed (no cute backround!!!) so I'll need to change it too and I also need to renew my chatterbox AND also I made a forum but I forgot the password! (because it needs to be numbers and words!!! >:E) as you can see me ish very busy right now...x_x moh.....too many things to do....

~kotoko

2006-01-02T15:45:00.000+08:00

I know its kind of late but... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
My new year's eve was pretty fine..Me and Jenina's family went to the church,(we were in a hurry that time, my aunt was really frantic of getting late at mass) Jenina was really ANNOYING when we were hearing mass...(the good thing he was'nt really annoying enough to interrupt the mass XD)
We met up with Erika first, now the 3VG is back (lol, erika reminded me about that...) It really sounds lame , we made that when we were like, 6?.hahaha, so I was happy to be with them (through its going to be a lame day XD) oue fireworks wasn't really cool (budget problems XD) but I is'nt as lame as the others ( just right) I really hated the one the neighbors lit up, we throught I was some kind of fountain then it went BAM! just right in front of us! The three of us were really annoyed that Jenina shouted "Is that all??!!" I felt like "something"(ok sound wave) just hit me.We lit or own firecrackers ( cc, was really scared of holding one but she managed to hold one and got on with us, haha) Don't worry cc I was scared too (lol)

After that we went back to the house for the Media Noche (?? naniyo sora?) the food is kind of fine (but Jenina started asking us that the panicit dos'nt taste anything) We went back to my cousin'c house (bye Erika XD) then we slept around 3 in the morning. ate Raquel started waking me up 7 am in the morning (arrgghh..) I forgot that I need to to wake up early to go back to Novaliches. After an endless hour of trying to ready myself, I went to the car to go back to Novaliches., when I got back I went to the room immediately to go online ( I'm a internet addict XD)
In the afternoon the guests are starting to arrive, my cousin (Unice) went to the room I was and then we started going to look some anime stuff in
internet. After that one of my cousins ( Kuya IR) told us that they have a DVD of Narnia (coool!!!) So we watched it in the other house, but after that my mom called and told me that we need to go home ( XP )But when I got down my mom asked to get the backup CD from my aunt after giving it to her I saw my cousins going down! The movie was finished! I can't believe it! Wahh mom why?! My mom told me that we have a DVD of it at home, I was relived! So we went back to Las Piñas after that and I went to sleep at 12 in the midnight! ( even until now I still don't like to sleep early! XD)

~kotoko

~New layout!~

2005-12-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

Got a new layout again ^^
This time its all Chii...
We went to SM to to take a picture so that my aunt could mail it to the agency and maybe one of us cousins can have a commercial or something like that ( not my idea XD) So after a lot of posing we looked at the computer there to look how we look like. And to tell you the truth I look UGLY, my pretened smile is very noticable and almost all of my huge forhead covered the pic XP my eyebugs really looked very noticable too ( I was soo ugly!!!)

But whan the pics was finished I looked really beutieful (I'm not kidding)
everything ugly in my face was gone, I was really asonished...XD

But I really have NO entention of doing that,and there's NO way I could have a chance of being picked...It could NEVER happen.

~kotoko